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Ever since I was young I have had self esteem issues. I don't know why, I'm just not confident in myself. I don't like who I am because I never live up to my own expectations. I rip myself to pieces.

Then tonight as I answered a phone call from my mother I realized that it's not just me that's shredding myself apart. The first words to come out of my dear mothers mouth were "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! YOU LITTLE BITCH!!"

I had just got back to school from a field trip and hadn't talked to her in a day. Those were the words she chose to greet me with.

That's not the first time she's said things like that to me. I remember one time she told me that no college would ever accept a lazy bitch like me. I know that she never means these things when she says them. She's always drunk when her tongue slips. But it's always things like that that stay stuck in my mind. like "If my own mother doesn't like me then why should I"?

I don't know what the point of writing this was..I'm sorry for being so depressing..
  • Listening to: Hold On Till May- Pierce the Veil
  • Reading: tumblr posts
  • Watching: my watchers
  • Playing: the most dangerous game
  • Eating: souls
  • Drinking: blood

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Kara
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
United States
Hi! My name is Kara, and I'm just your average high school student with a love for photography. Music is my passion and has gotten me through many rough nights. I play the violin and have for 9 years. I write poetry and whatnot. If you like my stuff, fave and watch! It really means a lot to me.
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st277 Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013   Photographer
Hi Kara! Thank you for the Fave! :heart:

come Visit me on  Facebook
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diebolso96 Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2013
thx4 the favs...really apreciated
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TheFaithfulSkeptic Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2013  Student General Artist
Perhaps this is a bit late of a thanks, but no matter. I would just like to thank you for the favorite, I really appreciate it.

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TheBipolarDollMaker Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
It says that it's your birthday today so I suppose I should say Happy Birthday or what not.
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Purplebubblemango Featured By Owner May 24, 2013  Professional General Artist
hey I love doctor who
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Canji-chan Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks so much for the fav <3
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Arisen-Anew00 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favourite on "Something Worthwhile" :::: )
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Apeanutbutterfiend Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2013  Student General Artist
thank you for the fave! check out the rest of my work if you want :3
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Ren10sei Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav! :)
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mbugard Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thank you for faving "Jeffrey Nothing I"! [link]
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